What I want to remember of 2013
- Bangkok with Hairil in June
- Starting shift in February, the whole experience is bittersweet. Sweet because it helps to get me off living by the streets, bitter because I know this will forever be my life I sold my soul to Shell.
- February. (I think I lost a part of myself, I was literally starving myself, I might have fall into depression..) It was horrid, but it made me realise through and through that I want to be with Hairil.
- The xx ... I was awed, they were brilliant I wouldn't forget the feeling.
- Fall Out Boy @ Fort Canning. Sarah came back from UK the same week.
- Big Bang for the second time in less than a year.
- My 23rd birthday.
- Hairil's 26th birthday.
- My one year anniversary with Hairil, it was never what I imagined. The night went so ugly.. the whole week in fact, I saw myself losing part of myself that I tried fixing since February. As much as I want to remember highs in 2013, I want to remember the hurt too.
- Seeing my mother less than 5 times last year, it's little but baby steps.
- The X Factor US
- Hairil's family opened up to me being his girlfriend, and till today I will forever ever and ever be grateful. You'll understand the warmth when you get to eat home-cooked meals after being "on your own" for almost 2 years now.
- The people who stayed
I have to be a better person, I just have to. Happy new years, kids. In with the good, out with the toxic.
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