How is this normal, I'm hurting. Desperately needing to feel better. As hard as I want to avoid making myself to believe the worst, I know I'm broken. Has been since the start of the year. Also, it's driving me crazy that I keep having to tell myself to be emotionally stable without having to depend on a n y o n e. I hate feeling irrelevant, I feel like I might just self destruct again. My burning desire for answers is pounding, why can't someone just tell me how to love, who to love and how much to love. The people I allow to stay in my life confuses me, they weaken my self esteem, they robbed my worth. I do not know know to pull myself back up again, I feel like I've fallen 100 times. Find me some courage.
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